Recently, my friend Rachel and I got the chance to sit down and have tea with a wise woman named Renee. Renee has poured out so much over the years into our local church and college ministry group. Her writing has also been published on our blog, Simple Everyday Style, and she is full of seasoned wisdom and life experience. The conversation with Renee was so intriguing that Rachel and I lost track of time, and so we wanted to share with our readers some of the highlights of the conversation as recorded in our interview.
This past spring, I unexpectedly had to find another place to live in the space of about two months. It was a stressful time, and there were many weeks where I began to think: “Can God really be trusted in this?” During those months, I pursued new living situations through the Internet, my church community, and girlfriends, but everything fell through over and over. I knew I had to find a place by early June, but as the spring came to an end, and I still had no place to go, I began to feel a rising sense of anxiety in my heart, like a balloon that was about to burst. I knew I wasn’t going to be homeless, but I sure was feeling lost and abandoned.
One of my first creative endeavors was building forts. My sister and I would gather kitchen bar stools, couch cushions, our favorite striped blue blanket, Nana’s rainbow knit one too, and pretty soon, poof! …a fort of amazingness. I didn’t realize at the time there was an art to fort building. I was not interested in building the perfect fort, just putting pieces together to get the job done. Kitchen chairs were our staples – sometimes we added different blankets, pillows, or couch cushions. These were precious times long before the inner critic inside of me would determine how “good” something I created turned out. So what does a fort have to do with visual note taking? The same concepts that apply to fort building apply to note “building.” When taking visual notes you can ask yourself, what are my staples? Just like my kitchen chairs were often the starting place for my forts, I have staples – things I tend to lean into – when taking visual notes. Here are three tips to help you find your note taking staples and develop new ones along the way:
Things at home have gotten a little hairy lately as I’ve taken blogging more seriously. Some of you know that in January I launched our sister site, Gamine & Stripes, a fashion blog about style, trends, capsule wardrobes, and inspiration for the everyday mom. As a result, these last weeks I’ve lived by a pretty strict schedule in order to accommodate more time for writing in addition to my daily responsibilities as a wife and mom. Wow, has it been eye-opening.
I’ve made some minor changes in my life, but have learned some great lessons I wanted to share with you.
A few months back I started on a quest to discover what a princess could teach me about growing stronger in my walk with God. March brings me to Belle. Ahh, Belle! An old soul with graceful beauty. Independent. Smart. This girl is no pushover, a modern girl’s princess. She is a historical figure (most likely 18th century France) which provides her an air of sophistication, and to top it off Disney gave this Beauty an attractive feminist twist. The juxtaposition between classic and contemporary got me curious. Belle, what faults if any do you even have?
Even if she’s not your favorite princess, you might identify with some or a lot of what makes her tick. Let’s consider a few more of her traits – educated, avid reader, doesn’t flaunt her beauty, sacrificial love and respect for her father. And though she does have a slight tendency to view the people around her as ‘small town’, is it really a fault to want a little adventure with interesting and inspiring people? Other than Belle’s wistful longing to shake the dust off her feet and blow the pop stand of provincial living, she really is quite a lovely leading lady.
In our last princess post, The Ariel Effect, pitfalls were closer to the surface and easier to find. Today we have to dig a bit deeper. Belle’s lessons lie beneath a layer of respectable desires.
Longing for adventure.
Sometimes the journey God takes us is on is not the ‘adventure’ we longed for. There is a literal and figurative way to look at this. God can literally place us in a geographical location that appears to limit us. Whether it is isolating, away from friends and family, boring, or culturally shocking, life can look bleak from our perspective and we can get a good dose of “stuck” real fast. Another scenario is that feeling we get when we just don’t gel with people in our sphere. There are just not enough interesting opportunities at the time, and just not enough to look forward to. You start to feel trapped in your own skin. Have you ever felt like you’re stuck in the small town, with small town people, or how about a small town season?
Sometimes God literally locks us up in a trial to teach us something.
Remember when our heroine Belle sacrificed her freedom in exchange for her father’s and ended up imprisoned with only the Beast and some friendly house ware to keep her company? Are there people in your life that are beastly? …The boss at work, or the mean girls, or the friends that don’t need you as much as you need them on a Saturday night. God often takes His time to teach us, and His timing is perfect. God is gracious in times when I have no one else to turn to, and He alone comforts better than anyone. In these times His Spirit speaks softly of sufficiency I can learn to rely on.
Whenever we learn something from God, we can view it as a gift, even if in that time it feels a bit like prison. Or exactly like prison. Remember Joseph in Egypt? The apostle Paul? Jonah in the whale? I don’t anticipate you will ever experience being swallowed by a great fish, or perhaps even encounter a false accusation that lands you behind bars, but figuratively, a trial can feel imprisoning. At a recent retreat with our college group we learned that longing for escape, or for a trial to end can become an idol. Our sanctification is in fact a gift, it is the process that makes us more like Christ, and often God does this work through suffering and trials. Do you see your trials as gifts?
Seeing double and triple. “There’s something there.” This is a line from one of the songs Belle sings. She still needed to learn to see beyond the surface with people. That can take time. At first glance many of the people in her life seemed simpleminded, arrogant, and beastly, not nearly as exciting as the characters in her books. She was right. Real life proved irritating and lacking.
Can I be honest and say this is where the story line gets awfully familiar? Because here is where I am Belle. God has been teaching me sometimes in very humbling ways to see the people in my life with fresh eyes. Some are beastly. But I am beastly. And sometimes I see them as beastly not because of their beastliness, but because of mine.
When God reveals a selfish or impatient heart, I see the beast in the the mirror, and my knee jerk reaction is to rage against what I see, which is usually followed by despair. I can picture Beast in the movie cringing and lowering his beastly head. This is me – sometimes at work, with friends, or at home. Then I remember the Lord disciplines those He loves. Those He loves. It is the job of His Spirit to hold that mirror up to our lives and root out the ugly so we can slowly transform to reflect more of the Prince. (For more about our Prince, refer back the first post in this series.)
I have to see twofold to love – first to really look and see people, and second to see what role God has for me in their life. This requires a threefold intentionality:
1. Prayer for the heart desire to want to God to bring whoever He wants into my life.
2. Prayer to see the people God puts before me.
3. Ongoing commitment to prayer to see the everyday opportunities that push me out of myself and into service for them, not with ‘feel good’ motives, but in sacrifice to God, for His glory.
See the pattern? Prayer helps me recover when I’ve been battling my beast for awhile. Prayer is powerful. A friend recently sent me this quote from Max Lucado. I hope you find it a welcome refreshment like I did. “Our prayers may be awkward. Our attempts may be feeble. But since the power of prayer is in the One who hears it and not in the one who says it, our prayers do make a difference.”
Please Share: What locations does God have you safely locked up in right now? What might He want to teach you there?
Renee is a single Christian woman who serves as mentor staff in the college ministry at her local church. She works as a literacy coach for a school district in San Ramon, California. Her hobbies include: boating, wake boarding, Zumba, riding roller coasters, and watching classic movies.
The following is a prayer which may or may not have passed your lips: “God! I am so sick and tired of feeling this way! Can you please take this away? I can’t take this anymore!”
It can be easy to get wrapped up in an emotion. When used for good, they give us the capacity to bond, protect, love, worship, empathize, nurture, and even fight for what is true. On the flip side, temptation can also come in the form of feelings (James 1:13-15); furthermore, emotions can just be downright confusing or feel more out of control than an onslaught of water gushing over your head.
For instance, you may have had the experience of waking up one morning, and for no good reason, you feel down. Blah. Your roommate or spouse takes one look at you, and immediately decides they need to retreat and put on their armor ‘cuz they ain’t sure what’s going to come at them, whether it be Grumpy, Mopey, or even Woe-is-Me. There is no logical reason for this dearth of sparkle in your eye; you are just down, and may even want to cry without knowing why!
If you have ever wondered why you feel the way you do, then look no further. There is hope for managing your emotions!
What we think about continually – whether we realize it or not – directly affects our emotions, which affects our hearts. You may have heard someone say, “You are just an emotional creature; you can’t help the way you feel”. In answer to that I would day: “Yes, some people tend to be more emotional than others, but you can help the way you feel”. Emotion can color a person’s soul with such richness, but feelings can also be crippling. It all boils down to the mind and its connection to the emotions. In essence, your feelings will follow the nature of what you think about. Let me say that a different way because it might be helpful if you want to chew on it: How you are feeling stems from what you thinking and believing.
For example, I’ve often gotten caught in the trap of continually wondering about how others perceive me. As you probably know, it just ended up producing a lot of anxiety and fear in my heart. Conversely, if we dwell on God’s truth – the fact that He is for us (Rom. 8:31), and to esteem His opinion far above anyone else’s, then what people think will pale in comparison to God’s thoughts about us. Sure, realistically speaking we will still be concerned with how others see us, but it does not have to overwhelm you or drag you down (there is a difference).
Expectations Set Us up for Disappointment. I used to think God was sorta like a math equation. It went like this: I do this and this = God doing what I wanted. Basically, I was making God into a personal Santa (and I still make this mistake). Yes – God always works for the good of His children (Romans 8:28). No – we humans don’t always know what that good means (Prov. 16:9; Isaiah 55:8-9). Have you ever had something go completely different from how you thought it would happen? Yup. It happens to all of us. When we expect God to work in certain ways according to our agenda, it sets us up for feeling resentful, even bitter, against Him when things don’t go the way we expect. I admit I’ve been in that place!
The good news is that you can expect goodness from God based upon who He is, but exercise caution when making expectations of Him for your circumstances (Prov. 19:21). We’ve all done it, but there is greater reassurance in knowing God’s way is better than anything you could possible think of! Sweet! (Eph. 3:20)
Out of everything we’ve said, there is nothing more important than how we think of God. For years, I believed things about God that just were not correct, and it caused me a lot of stress. Why? Because, my dear friend, what I was thinking about was simply not true! (Phil. 4:8) That’s it – it’s as straight forward as that. Today, I am still learning so much about Abba, my Father; it will be a lifelong journey. The lesson I’ve learned is that the more accurate thoughts I have about God from His Word, the less likely I am to sit and entertain those dark thoughts because I recognize them as false ideas (Psalm 19:7-11; Rom. 12:1-2).
Now, let’s briefly talk about thinking too much (of which I am notoriously guilty too). When you catch yourself starting to over think about X,Y, or Z, use that tendency to instead ruminate about God – “He already knows the outcome and is preparing me for it”. Yes – this can mean a moment by moment choice to replace your harmful thinking with accurate thoughts (II Cor 10:3-6). Is it easy? No! It’s harder than swallowing smelly, curdled milk! To be specific, let’s make it a gallon of curdled milk. However, the more we practice discipline in our thought life by the power of the Holy Spirit (Galatians 5:22-24), the easier it gets and the more we realize it was Him and not us at work! (Phil. 2:13) I don’t know about you, but that just makes me wish I could get jiggy like those Irish dancers I see on TV!
Let’s face it: Some days we want to pay big money for a control board in our heads that would allow for an “on/off switch” for those emotions, but that’s not reality. We may never be in full control of our feelings, but we can learn to manage them – for the joy of loving God with our minds and for the sake of those around us. (Matthew 22:37-39).
Sunshine is a teacher living in the East Bay of California. She has traveled to Ethiopia, Cambodia, Ireland, England, Indonesia, the Philippines, and the Darien Jungle in Panama. Sunshine enjoys discipleship at her church and makes a mean tortilla soup.
One of my favorite childhood memories involves my sister, a coffee table, and various versions of performer outfits ranging from ski hats and swim masks to mom’s and dad’s bathrobes, which trailed behind us like the perfect princess train. Our coffee table transformed into the perfect stage as we belted out our favorite songs. Here we could be wild and free, and well…epic. Eventually we outgrew the coffee table and moved the venue to car trips or the occasional sleep over when we came home from college for the holidays. Now we take great pleasure in teaching my nephew to sing our classic tunes – one favorite is Part Of Your World from Disney’s The Little Mermaid.
In the first Princess post, I pondered what I could learn from studying these characters in a biblical context. In my job as a literacy coach one strategy I teach readers to think deeper about a text is to lift a line and say more about it. As I tried this on with my little mermaid’s bittersweet ballad, I realized her lyrics could teach me a lot about common pitfalls I find myself tripping over in my journey toward being a woman after God’s heart.
As a little girl, I loved February 14th. It has always been one of my favorite holidays, even when I had no concept of romance. Why? Because we would get to see Mr. Valentine! My grandparents thought Christmas could be excessively focused on consumerism, so they chose to have our family exchange gifts on Valentine’s Day instead. Every year, our extended family would gather to eagerly await the arrival of Mr. Valentine, whose identity was a timeless secret. To this day, I distinctly remember pressing my face to the living room window with my cousins, as we would strive to be the first to spot the sign of a man with a white mask, top hat, red cane, and covered in red and pink hearts. The first kid to spot him would yell and point to the odd looking figure tripping nonchalantly up the road, twirling his cane, and bowing to random strangers on the street.
“God is good,” is a popular cliche that is tossed around like an after thought. “I had a really, horrible, no good, bad day complain, complain, complain,….but God is good!” It’s often a phrase we use to “sanctify” a conversation where we just spewed massive chunks of heart vomit and felt guilty about the gossip and/or ungodly ranting that just erupted out of our mouths. It can also be a spiritual bandaid slapped on the back end of a conversation after our girlfriend just unloaded the depths of sorrows she’s been sinking in, and we don’t know what else to say.
The statement, “God is good,” is a great truth, but I think the phrase gets abused and over used. I think if we had a better grasp of what the goodness of God was and feasted on it day by day, moment by moment, we’d have a lot less ungodly spewing and more things to say to a heart in need other than just “God is good.”
“O taste and see that the Lord is good; How blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him!” Ps. 34:8. I’ve often wondered: HOW do we taste the goodness of God? This is the memory verse for our church family this month, so I wanted to write about some ways to understand and embrace this concept.
Redefine goodness in your vocabulary. I typically use that word to mean something that makes me happy, or elicits those positive emotions that give you a buzz of *warm fuzzies*. You know, like a really tasty meal -“that cupcake was sooooo good,” a sweet time with one of my children or husband or bestie!
When we think of God and His goodness, we have to take our framework for the word “good” outside the realm of cupcakes and coffee into the spiritual domain, to the unseen world, to the sphere of morality. Good goes way way beyond your feelings, and “happy thoughts” to something much greater, more meaningful. I love A.W. Tozer’s definition of the goodness of God:
“The goodness of God is that which disposes Him to be kind, cordial, benevolent, and full of good will toward men. He is tenderhearted and of quick sympathy, and His unfailing attitude toward all moral beings is open, frank and friendly. By His nature He is inclined to bestow blessedness and He takes holy pleasure in the happiness of His people.”
God’s goodness is essential to our understanding of Him. Tozer says His goodness is different than His holiness or righteousness. We need to rightly understand God’s goodness because failing to see or denying His goodness corrupts our thinking and moral judgement. In other words, when we are not acknowledging that God is good, we are thinking incorrectly and stripping morality of its place in the world. His goodness is the force behind all His blessings towards us. God created us because He felt good in His heart and He redeemed us for the same reason.
Every good and perfect gift is from above. And He is constantly giving us good things, even if we don’t see it. Sometime we have to disconnect our emotions from our perspective. We have to step back and look at the bigger picture to understand the good in what is happening. Trials teach us that. We have to remember that good doesn’t equal easy or fun and hard doesn’t equal bad or difficult.
My natural self would rather escape anything slightly uncomfortable…exercise, scrubbing tiles, being extra kind to an abrasive person…. But refocusing on God’s goodness shows me that whatever trial I am passing through, He is using it to make me more holy. That is vastly better-good in fact– rather than being left in my sin. We normally associate good with those things that are easy, fun, make you do the happy dance. Just because something makes me happy, that doesn’t necessarily make it good! That’s one thing our culture has twisted. The world will tell you: If you feel good about it, then it’s good for you.
We know that all things work together for the good of those who love God. Thomas Watson summarizes this idea, “All the various dealings of God with his children do by a special providence turn to their good. ‘All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep his covenant’ (Psalm 25:10) If every path has mercy in it, then it works for good.”
We may not see the merciful part of having a child with disabilities, or having to uproot our lives and move across the country, but God infuses grace into our hearts for each moment as it comes, thus giving strength to accept the situation, and ultimately experience greater joy in our hearts because we are responding faithfully to the Lord. When we love him and obey Him no matter what, God honors that choice. That is good! God is good even with the extra struggles that enter our lives because He knows the difficult circumstance will produce sweeter fruit in our hearts – and that is a taste of His goodness for us.
Remember: everything that God brings your way He is using and working for your good and comes from His goodness. He delights in blessing us, in bringing us that with gives us true happiness. In His infinite wisdom, only He knows what good really looks like in our life. Sometimes we need to trust Him beyond our feelings, beyond our puny finite perspective. He has all our eternal happiness in view, not just our momentary, human gratification. God’s goodness is not dependent on our own limited understanding of ‘good’; God’s goodness is concerned with what is good food for our souls and will be eternally satisfying.
One of the best ways we can taste the goodness of God is to look for it in the Scriptures and look for it in your daily ins and outs of life. As you read your Bible, take note of all the good things God does in the passage, all the footprints of His kindness, mercy, and grace towards mankind. Then, throughout the day, be alert to the daily drops of goodness He brings. You will see it in a kind word of encouragement, an answered prayer, the faithfulness of a friend, etc. Once your eyes are alert and open, you will see God’s goodness everywhere!
Please share: How has God been good to you lately?
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